Well we had a much quieter night last night. We have Jacob sleep at his house instead of ours. It's much better cause I don't have to hear him and neither does Shane. Today he spent alot of his day outside. He is a alot quieter today. Maybe his trouble was not being used to us. I don't know. But he doesn't pee so bad when I pick him up now. This morning he peed all over me. Hopefully he will do better now. I just want him to be normal. I will let him stay out doors tomorrow as well. I am really happy about life in general today. Julia is walking and talking so much now. She learns new words all the time. She said at least 3 new ones today. I am so proud of her for how fast she is advancing now. She is becoming such a little miss now. I am hoping to start packing tomorrow. Shane let Janice know that we will be leaving August 1. That will give us enough time to slowly move our stuff over to the other place. We won't have to rush now. I am going to clean as I go, to make it simpler. Chuck knows someone who cleans houses, so I think we are going to try and contact her to do the final clean up. I hope it will be simple to move and not be to crazy. Having over a month to pack and at least two weekends to move should make it much easier for us. Shane said we would do a pizza party for those that come to help us. I am hoping not to have to ask our parents, as none of them are really in the condition to help. I am sorry for going off on this little banter, it's probly a really boring read. But this it the stuff going on my mind, people. We are watching The Village. It's kind of a messed up movie but Shane likes it. It's just one of those movies that kinda screw with your mind. The first time I saw it I was kinda in shock. But it's a movie, so there you go. I am in the process of re-reading the Harry Potter Series. It's a series I hope to be able to read to Julia some day. But most likely when she is old enough to be able to understand it, she will want to read it herself. So I think I will stick with The Little house books, Stewart Little, Charlotte's Webb and the like. More small child appropriate when she is ready. I love reading to her. It's just when she wants to hear the same books over and over. I read her one about colors today, it was one we hadn't read yet. She enjoyed it, I think. I am really working on colors with her. She is so smart and a quick learner, so I don't think it will take long. I am hoping to have her completely ready for preschool when she turns 3. If I am able I want to have her completely potty trained, colors down, numbers, and letters too. I am hoping that by working with her in a way that makes it fun, will help encourage her. Basically I just want to give her the best chance possible. I love her so much, I often wonder how much things will change for her and I when we have a second child. I don't want her to some how feel that she is second best or being shunted to the side. So I suppose we will have to be really careful how we handle things. I know people have been adding second children to there families for years, but I still have apprehension. I just don't want to hurt Julia. How do you balance out your time and affection with two children? How do you make sure everyone is taken care of ? I am just a little nervous. And what am I going to do when I am pregnant and tired? How will I keep up with Julia, she is walking now and a really busy child. I am excited at the prospect of expanding our family again, but I am scared and nervous too. I think I would be a fool if I wasn't nervous. I mean how to be all calm and fine with a major life changeing thing. Well I suppose I will turn this off for now. Night all.
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